stupid mask

I'm like u in so many ways.
u might be white, Hispanic, or African but i don't care.
I'm tired of wearing this mask that doesn't show my true identity.
i thought that if i wore this mask i would be just like u.
smart, pretty and that maybe i would find true love but i was wrong.
now i see that i need to admit that i might be smart, but I'm not pretty at all and i will never find true love.
I'm tired of wearing this stupid mask that hides me.

my life

i feel like a lonely person with out true love or true friends.
my problems go higher then any other person.
my family hates me.
my life is worthless and i wish that i could die.
I've tried it so many times that i have ended in the hospital.
I'm tired of all the bullshit that goes on in my life.
if i had on wish in this whole world it would be to die so that everyone could be happy with out me been in this fucked up life that's is worthless.

my love

i am i love with an angel that showed up in front of my door.
i see that this is not the true love i looked for.
i know that this person is not the right person for me.