my life

i feel like a lonely person with out true love or true friends.
my problems go higher then any other person.
my family hates me.
my life is worthless and i wish that i could die.
I've tried it so many times that i have ended in the hospital.
I'm tired of all the bullshit that goes on in my life.
if i had on wish in this whole world it would be to die so that everyone could be happy with out me been in this fucked up life that's is worthless.